Thursday, December 30, 2004

Waves of Destruction

An interesting article in today's herald that is worth a read and commenting on...

he asks many questions to which i cannot give a complete answer...

All i can say (and i know it sounds insufficient) is that God is good, God is Love and God is sovereign... we live in a fallen world... and what we see is a reflection and result of our fallen world... though we cannot understand all of why all these are happening, we can have confidence that God is in control, and know that through these God is calling people to himself, and bringing glory to His Name.

Waves of destruction wash away belief in God's benevolence

December 30, 2004

Compassion is the best response when humanity faces the problem of evil, writes Edward Spence.

"Why did you do this to us, God? What did we do to upset you?" asked a woman in India this week, a heart-wrenching question asked in common these past few days by Muslims, Buddhists, Hindus and Christians. Nothing could have prepared us for what happened when the tsunami unleashed its terror. So we seek answers where answers are hard to come by, in either secular or sacred realms.

Traditionally, the Judeo-Christian God, considered the most supreme and perfect being in the universe, has been ascribed the following necessary attributes: omniscience (all-knowing), omnipresence (present everywhere at all times and at once), omnipotence (almighty and powerful) and benevolence (all good and caring).

How, then, did a God as powerful and benevolent as this allow such a thing to happen? If he is benevolent then he cannot also be omnipotent, for a God who has both these attributes would have wanted to, cared to and been able to prevent such a catastrophe.

Perhaps, though omnipotent, He is not benevolent. That might explain why, although it was within His power to stop the tsunami, He simply chose not to: God has His own reasons and we are not to ask why. However, this answer will not suffice since by definition God is perfect. Being perfect, He must of necessity not merely be omnipotent but benevolent as well.

A possible solution to this problem, traditionally known as the problem of evil, was offered by the heretical Manicheans, who believed not in one supreme being but two: one good God responsible for all the good things in life and another bad God, Satan, responsible for all the evil in the world.

St Augustine, a follower in his early 20s, became an ardent critic of this doctrine, thinking a weak God powerless to defeat Satan was not worth worshipping.

Philosophically, if God is perfect, then there can be only one perfect God, not two. In any case, evil is an imperfection and thus not a characteristic that can be attributed to God.

If the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune are at play and the deaths caused by the tsunami are a cosmic payback in the form of karma, does that offer a solution, albeit a philosophical one, to the problem of evil? I think not. For how can children, some as young as a few months, who had not yet lived their lives, deserve to be punished so cruelly for their past sins - especially when they have not been offered the promised divine opportunity to atone for those sins through another life?

Even if solutions are forthcoming to these philosophical conundrums, humanely speaking they make little sense. Perhaps that is why some people remain sceptical about the presence of any divine providence ruling over us.

A compromise solution, between secular scepticism and a psychological need for the sacred, was offered by the Greek philosopher Epicurus. Although believing in gods, he claimed these divine beings would not want to diminish their heavenly happiness by mingling in the sordid affairs of mortals. For Epicurus, the gods were not crazy but simply indifferent to both human joys and sorrows. When it comes to social or natural evils, we are all alone.

But if natural disasters are merely random events caused by the uncaring and blind forces of nature, does this offer us any comfort or meaning in the face of the apocalyptic events on Boxing Day?

Even if our heads offer us such solutions, our hearts refuse to follow. For the problem of evil is an existential problem that confronts our own individual mortality and vulnerability to unknown and unexpected disasters.

Ultimately, heartfelt tears shed in earnest and with compassion, with offerings of charity for those who have suffered, are more meaningful than any theological and philosophical treatise on the problem of evil. Especially at Christmas when, according to the gospels, love is the single core message.

Perhaps this is the essence, if the legend is true, of what God learnt from us when He walked and suffered as a man among us. Ultimately, the problem of evil confronts us not as a puzzle to be solved but as a mystery to be experienced. And as Jesus and Plato before him indicated, the meaning of the mystery of life can be found only by experiencing another great mystery - the mystery of love.

Dr Edward Spence is a philosopher at the Centre for Applied Philosophy and Public Ethics, Charles Sturt University.

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

New Years Resolutions

Resolutions......

i'm not usually one to make them each year... and even if i do, i inevitably break them not very long after...

what makes this new years different from anty other??? i'm not sure...
but either way i'm resolved to persevere with my resolutions to see them to completion...

New Years Resolutions are usually all about yourself.. "I will give up smoking, lose weight, exercise more, study harder, blah blah blah..." It is inevitable that we fail in these noble pursuits because we are fragile and weak. Mind over matter... people say... but is it really? I mean, yes it is to an extent.. but ultimately, the mind is willing but the body is weak....

My theory and thus my resolution for this new year is not to "fix" things in my life... but rather seek to see those around me built up and matured in their life. If they're Christians, my resolution is to see them built up and Christ, to seek to present them perfect in Christ, for their joy in Christ will be my joy! (I've been reading Desiring God again, and am seeking to become a Christian Hedonist, but i'll blog about this another time) If they're non-Christians, I resolve to help them grow in their investigation of Christ's love, and that my life would be a living testimony of Christ's love and grace, that they may see Him living in and through me.

This i call all of you to hold me accountable to, whether you're a Christian or not.. because Christian or not, if I don't live up to the above, then my life is but a lie and i am a hypocrite...
I recognise that I cannot achieve all this by my own strength.. which is why i seek to draw the strength to live this life from the spring of living water... Jesus Christ....

Y do i resolve to do this? I hear u asking... because if i am building up others in Christ and bringing others to Christ, then I will always know that Christ is central in my life, and in all my relationships. Thus I will know that I will be living a life worthy of the Gospel, and will undoubtably, be myself growing and maturing in Christ as I live my life this way... and thus, in some ways, my life will be growing and maturing unconsciously without having to battle my own personal demons with my own strength...

To aid and guide me on this "quest", i've chosen a list of books and resources that i intend to work my way through in this next year...:

1. The Purpose Driven Life
2. Disciplines of a Godly Man
3. Disciplines of a Godly Woman
4. For the Love of God Vol 1&2
5. According to Plan

This is enough to get me started... No doubt, this list will grow as the year goes.. but for now, this is enough... :)

I am really looking forward to the new year, and can't wait to see what God has in store for my life, in ministry and service, and in my own personal life...

God is good, and He is sovereign!

"I can do everything through Him that gives me strength" Phil 4:13

My motto for the last several years has been one and the same, and next year, it will be no different...

"For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain" Phil 1:21

Happy and safe New Years everyone. And most of all God bless!! :)

Monday, December 27, 2004

The Christmas Visitor

This is a couple of days late i know.. And I'm not sure I agree with all the details of this story, but its a nice story anyway, and something different and nice to reflect on this festive season.. :)

Enjoy and Merry Christmas and God Bless again!!! :)

Just a week before Christmas I had a visitor. This is how it happened...
I just finished the household chores for the night and was preparingto go to bed, when I heard a noise in the front of the house. I opened the door to the front room, and to my surprise, Santa himself stepped out from behind the Christmas tree. He placed his finger over his mouth so I would not cry out. What are you doing? I started to ask him.

The words choked in my throat, as I saw he had tears in his eyes. His usual jolly manner was gone. Gone was the eager boisterous soul we all know.

He then answered me with a simple statement, "TEACH THE CHILDREN!" I was puzzled: What did he mean? He anticipated my question, and with one quick movement brought forth a miniature toy bag from behind the tree.

As I stood there bewildered, Santa said, "Teach the Children! Teach them the old meaning of Christmas. The meaning that a now-a-day Christmashas forgotten!"

Santa then reached in his bag and pulled out a FIR TREE and placed iton the mantle. "Teach the Children that the pure green color of the statelyfir tree remains green all year round, depicting the everlasting hope of mankind. All the needles point heavenward, making it a symbol of man's thoughts turning toward heaven."

He again reached into his bag and pulled out a brilliant STAR. "Teach the Children that the star was the heavenly sign of promises long ago. God promised a Savior for the world, and the star was the sign of fulfillment of that promise."

He then reached into the bag and pulled out a CANDLE. "Teach the Children that the candle symbolizes that Christ is the light of the world, and when we see this great light we are reminded of He who displaces the darkness."

Once again he reached into his bag and then removed a WREATH and placed it on the tree. "Teach the Children that the wreath symbolizes the eternal nature of love. Real love never ceases. Love is one continuous round of affection."

He then pulled out from his bag an ornament of HIMSELF. "Teach the Children that Santa Claus symbolizes the generosity and good will we feel during the month of December."

He reached in again and pulled out a HOLLY LEAF. "Teach the Children the holly plant represents immortality. It represents the crown of thorns worn by our Savior. The red holly berries represent blood shed by Him."

Next he pulled out a GIFT from the bag and said, "Teach the Childrenthat God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son. Thanks be to God for His unspeakable gift. Teach the Children that the wise men bowed before the holy babe and presented Him with gold, frankincense, and myrrh. We should give gifts in the same spirit as the wise men."

Santa then reached in his bag and pulled out a CANDY CANE and hung it on the tree. "Teach the Children that the candy cane represents theshepherd's crook. The crook on the shepherd's staff helps bring back sheepstrayed from the flock. The candy cane is the symbol that we are our brother's keeper."

He reached in again and pulled out an ANGEL. "Teach the Children that it was the angels that heralded in the glorious news of the Savior's birth.The angels sang 'Glory to God in the highest, on earth, peace and goodwill.'"

Suddenly I heard a soft twinkling sound, and from his bag he pulledout a BELL. "Teach the Children that as the lost sheep are found by the sound of a bell, it should ring people to the fold. The bell symbolizes guidance and return."

Santa looked at the tree and was pleased. He looked back at me and I saw the twinkle was back in his eyes. He said, "Remember, teach the children the true meaning of Christmas, and not to put me in the center, for I am but a humble servant of the One who is, and I bow down and worship Him, our Lord, our God."

~By Unknown Author~

Friday, December 24, 2004

Merry Christmas!!!

Tis the season to be jolly...
Falalala lala lala...

Merry Christmas to all..
May this time be a blessed one of love and joy with family and friends..

But let's not fix our eyes on the baby in the manger, but look beyond that to the Saviour on the Cross...
And remember that Christ came not to live, but to die...

God Bless!!

Thursday, December 23, 2004

One of life's little mysteries

WHY???

Why do people at work get in a lift only to go up or down ONE floor???
What's wrong with the stairs that are next to the lift??
Have we become a society of such sloths and sluggarts that we're not even willing to take the effort to walk up or DOWN one flight of stairs???

What i don't get even more is that people complain about how long it takes for a lift to come, and yada yada yada, but are willing to wait up to 5 minutes for a lift to take them just one floor!
I can understand if people have a big pile of folders or paperwork to carry, but when they have one slim folder??!! it just amuses and befuddles me..

why????

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

lost for words

dun really have much to say....
kinda have a blank mind....

y don't you guys post something controversial for me to comment on..
stimulate my creative juices.. :P

i'm not good at asking probing questions like others are..
but i do enjoy an engaging discussion...

suggestions anyone?

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Encouragement update...

Spoke to Lis today at work, and asked her how her visit to church on Sunday went...

She LOVED IT!!!!

She went with a friend to visit St Faith's Anglican in North Narrabeen (?). Kerry Nagle (formerly from the AFES) is the rector there now, met and welcomed her. She said that she really enjoyed the service, the people were nice and that she'll be going back!!! Yay! Praise God!

What really impressed me even more was that she declined an invitation from another friend to visit the Christian City Church, because she didn't want to spread herself around, and just focus on settling in in the one church!! How awesome is that! That she already has the maturity to recognise the importance of being apart of church, and being regular and consistent in her attendence! :)

Please keep praying for her, that God will raise up other people to keep an eye for her, and look after her. Pray that her hunger for God's Word will not wane, but that she may find nourishment and feeding from St Faith's. :)

Tomorrow will most probably be our last lunch time bible study for the year. Please pray that I can continue to lead these girls in growing and maturing them in their love and understanding of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Can't wait to see what next year will herald!!! :)

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Weird

Am home for my weekly pilgrimage to visit my parents and scab food off them.. hehe.. (i miss my mum's cooking!!)

every time i walk into the backroom, i have this urge to walk outside to go see my dog..
but then i take a double take and realise, wait.. no.. he's gone.. he's not there anymore..

but i walked outside anyway, and looked around.. its getting cloudy and overcast...
i noticed dad's taken away his food and water bowls... but his leash is still there..
i am overcome with a wave of nostalgic emotions...
a part of me wishes he were still here for me to say hello to, to give him pat, a hug and to much around with him...

memories come flooding back...

am i getting emotional? kinda, but i'm not getting teary...
(cos real men don't cry! Not... hehe... :P)

but i am feeling emotions of emptiness, and longingness, and sadness..

amazing what little things like a dog leash hanging off a chair can do in stimulating emotions and memories...

i just feel weird....



Saturday, December 04, 2004

Tired......

It's been a hard day's night
And I been working like a dog
It's been a hard day's night
I should be sleeping like a log
But when I get home to you I
'll find the things that you do
Will make me feel alright.....

It's been a long week...
Probably one of my worst weeks in a long time...
Work was a real slog... short staff, machines breaking down, huge workload...
definitely not a fun week..

i'm glad its over.. and i can now relax on the weekend..
sleeeeeeep....
it's sooo good...

looking forward to a better week next week... :)
one can only hope!


More Encouragement

We had our first addition to our little bible study group at work on friday!! Amira joined us for the first time! I was amazed at how easy it was to invite her to join us... she asked me as usual what was for lunch, whether i was going out.. i said i wasn't, she was going to get some Yum Cha take away from Sydney Central Plaza, and offered to get some for me.. I said "Sure! But i'll be upstairs doing a bible study with a few others.. y don't u come join us then.."
she thought about it, and said YES!!!

How exciting! I was a bit uncertain going into the study, cos i'm not that familiar with her religious background. I know she goes to a Catholic church, and her kids go to a Catholic school.. but haven't heard much about her understanding otherwise. We looked at the story of Jesus healing the demon possessed man in Mark 5. Bit of a strange passage, and not easy to apply..
but from the discussion, i learnt that her parents are religious, and that she seemed really touched and encouraged by her mother's faith just before she passed away from cancer.. I hope she benefitted from our little study, and that this will reignite her desire for God's Word. I can only hope and pray.. Please pray with me as well..

This was definitely a highlight of an otherwise very very ordinary week....

bring on next week!! :P



Wednesday, December 01, 2004

Encouragement!

Ben and myself have been leading a small group of friends (all women) at work in basic bible studies for the last 2-3 months.

Been working our way through Mark. One of the girls Andrina has a baptist church background and is married to an atheist, but God has been speaking to her, and she's excited about reading the Bible with us. Lis, has a vague catholic background, and she too is learning heaps from reading the bible with us. In fact, just this week, she asked for us to recommend a good church in Dee Why or in the area that she can attend!!!

Please pray for us, as Ben is leaving next week to start MTS next year. So pray that I may be able to carry the baton, and continue to lead the group. Pray for the girls that they will continue to thirst and hunger for God's Word.

PS. anyone know of a good church in or around abouts the Dee Why area?